TMD

What the shit la! Things come and go just like that. Zzz
So much stuff to do. Project, reports, test after that still exams.
Why can't SP have study break for us to study?!
Seriously
I really hope I can get thru this and end it.
Must really work hard!
Bye

WTS

Okay! Now what you want?
You want to congratulate you ah?
Is that what you want?!
If yes? Then fine!
Congrats! You have got what you want
Wow! Im so happy for you
-.-

who am i to you?

am i just someone when you need me, then you remember me, and right after you've got someone else, just push me aside and ignore me?

i really dont understand.

am i really that dumb or am i just thinking too much?

all the stuff you told me... are they all what you meant or are they just lies?

i really dont know anymore.

everytime i tell myself that you really love me, but after awhile it just seems unclear to me.

i really hope that you are not taking for me for granted, i always tell myself that.

hais.

seriously.

i have always afraid of opening myself to people, because im scared that i might get hurt.

but now all the things you told me, i trust you and opened myself to you, thinking that you might be different...

well, i hope you will show that i made the right choice.

Hey you

EH DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME NOW?
I doubt you do. You say you do. But you don't show it at all.
Argh! Go away.

Sucky mood

Woah long time since I blog. Back from china. Made new friends (: haha
Today is such a blue, rainy Friday. Totally no mood for anything. Well, kinda hope that there will not be any fyp later lol
I guess over here is the only place I can say whatever I want. And the only place that will listen to me?
I feel totally horrible. Mood so down. I guess no one will understand how I feel? No one will.
Everyone around me, have their own stuff to do.. I don't even know who to find, who to talk to ):
Haisss
Forget it. No matter how much I say, I guess no one care also righttt
Feel damn sucky!! Asss! ):
Sad. Too sad. That's all. Bye

China

In less than a month, I will be going to china. Time pass so fast. Wah! So many stuff to do now. DBDS, RWP and tests and exams are all coming. And right after that I'm going to OITP. Sianz. Hope it will be fun.

幸福

我要幸福! 我要有一个知道珍惜我，保护我，爱惜我，关心我的人. 像偶像剧里的女主角一样! 能跟她的男主角一起幸福和快乐地生活!

School.

Is it just me that school is getting more and more boring? Just kinda tired of going school. Hope I can go back to sec sch. What's so fun abt sch nowadays? Nothing!! Ppl don't talk to you just because of how you look. Ppl don't talk to you for no reasons. Why are things always like that? Ppl always like pretty girls. Ppl who don't look that nice, other ppl can give attitude, don't talk to you, talk to you only when they need something from you. What kind of world is this world becoming into?
Sad and tired.

Troubled

What have I done to deserve this? Please give me a reason. A good reason.

Sad

Am I really that bad or what? ): hais. All I want is to be with you, you looking at me and smile. ):

Weird.

I feed weird. I don't know why. Just weird. Hais. Had a weird dream last night abt him. Maybe is because of that..thats why I'm feeling weird? Or is it that's what I want? Idk. It's just kinda impossible? But who knows right? Miracle might happen. Haha
I just feel weird that's all. Just hope that he will treat me better.. Alot much better than better. Maybe great!